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You've got me caught in a place
Panic for a minute
Got my brain in a daze
I wish you weren't in it
There are so many ways to lose your attention
You can break everything
But so what?
I can take anything...

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Your silver skin that crawls in rhythm, sweats like spring, returns me to the deathwish
And all my epiphanies that branded me and broke my knees, confirms me into the deathwish
Misfits for free;
A gravity pure expression tears and pulls them into the deathwish
And all our accessories that concentrate the pain and tease --
Embrace them with the deathwish
Are we pretending...?
'Cos I like pretending...

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[Sick Sick SICK]

uuURHUGHAIUERG VUAitG I fucking hate myself and every. fucking. thing. about my fucking. life... and I always just make it WORSE.

I'm about to fucking crack.

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Writer's Block: I'm Doing Science!

... The list is endless, but mostly involves discoveries of the universe. From discovering new things about Mars, to coming up with technology that will allow us to travel to Mars, to the discovery of Supermassive Black Holes and Magnetars, to the discovery of hundreds of thousands of galaxies within what is only viewed as a black void from Earth... I'm absolutely fascinated with the universe and astronomy. I would love to get into a career involving astrophysics in some way. Right now I'm aiming towards majoring in Microbiology and attempting to get in with NASA when I'm finally done with school.

Hopefully I can accomplish this!

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What is one of your favorite scientific discoveries and how has it impacted your life?

[Hmm...]

Took this... maybe my doctor was thinking about Cyclothymia...?

DisorderYour Score
Major Depression:High-Moderate
Dysthymia:Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:High
Cyclothymia:Extremely High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:Very High
Postpartum Depression:N/A
Take the Depression Test


I know these things aren't OMG ACCURATE, but honestly they ask more detailed questions than any questionnaire I've answered in a psychiatrist's office...

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